Experience of an Ordinary Girl

              

January why are you crying? can you just keep your tears for a while? i really miss my sunshine...

Girl you don't know how I feel (how I really feel) Since you've been away, oh baby Any chance that you could take my call (take my call) If I called you today, oh? Girl you say, that you don't, wanna talk but it's cool I've been thinking 'bout you all day long Hoping you'll pick up your phone Girl you know, that I don't, wanna lose, your love Oh baby (oh baby), oh baby Oh girl I got a secret place that we can go 'Cause I really wanna be alone Baby nobody else gotta know Just meet me later on the low Don't tell me I'm a heartbreaker 'Cause girl my heart's breaking Don't tell me I'm a heartbreaker 'Cause girl my heart's breaking (Hey girl) Girl you see me standing here (standing here) Standing in the rain, oh baby Any chance that you could stay right here? And never go away? Girl you say, that you don't, wanna talk, but it's cool I've been thinking 'bout you all day long ...

It's a lonely road for the tired man, and you can see it in your face. And you'll be home in spring, I can wait 'til then. I heard you're on the big train. And oh, this too shall pass. This loneliness won't last for long. I wasn't there to take his place . I was ten thousand miles away. So when you hear my voice, when you say my name, may it never give you pain. But I don't wanna go, but it's time to leave. You'll be on my mind, my destiny. And I won't fight in vain. I'll love you just the same , oh. I couldn't know what's in your mind, but I saw the pictures, you're looking fine. And there was a time when I stood in line for love, for love, for love. But I let you go, oh, I let you go. And he fell apart with his broken heart, and this blood, this blood, this blood. Oh, it drains from my skin, it does.

kita pulang pake busway lagi. kita jalan ke halte busway ancol yg jarknya deket sm dufan, terus beli karcisnya terus menunggu bis transjakartanya datang. kita nunggu cukup lama, jadi kita duduk sambil ngobrol-ngobrol gitu. tapi semakin lama, makin banyak orang jadi kita berdiri deket pintu masuknya. duh, rasanya kaki udah ngga sanggup berdiri lagi. pegel banget. sambil ngobrol2 akhirnya dateng juga. kita langsung cepet2 naik berhubung banyaaak banget orang yg mau masuk. karena rame aku tetep berdiri. setelah melewati kira2 2 halte ternyata aku dkk salah naik busway ._. tujuan aku sm yg lain kota, tp ini bukan bisa k arah kota, jadinya kita turun. naah pas turun di halte apa gatau namanya, rame banget. dimana-mana kan mendahulukan yang keluar ya. eeh ini ibu-ibu sm bapak2 yg mau masuk malah ngedorong2 gitu. kita pada bilang permisi-permisi eh malah di pelototin. aneh emang-_-. disini kakiku udah sakit banget jadi jalannya terseok-seok, megangin tas raka seno, jadi ngga jatoh._. udah b...

kita lanjut cari wahana yang asik. awalnya kita mau masuk ke Istana Boneka . tapi karena ternyata banyak yg ngantri jadi males gitu. nah, depan istana boneka, itukan wahananya Tornado . jadii, kita langsung pilih main itu deh. yang mau sih emang ngga semua, cuma beberapa aja. ada abiyan, raka seno, rakha, khanha, viqoh, ghina, rina, naza, deisya, meilinda, sm beberapa lagi yg lain. yang ngga ikutan foto sm nge-videoin. woaah aku deg-degan banget. ngeri bangeeettt. khanha, sm yg lain pada bilang "woaa auddyne gitu-gitu berani juga yaa." (intinya sih gitu) haha. awalnya aku mau duduk disamping rina, eh karena pada berebutan tempat aku jadi duduk sebelahan sama abiyan dan raka seno. rasanya naik tornado ituuu gokil banget! selama permainan berlangsung aku teriak terus, sama bilang "Allahuakbar, allahuakbar, allahuakbar.." sepanjang permainan. karena itu bener2 ngeri banget, udah tinggi, diputer2 diatas, badannya tuh serasa melayang meskipun ditahan sm pengaman. seda...

“ I do ,” I say. “ I need you .” he looks upset, takes a deep breath as if to begin a long argument, and that’s no good, no good at all, because he’ll start going on about Prim and my mother and everything and I’ll just get confused. So before he can talk, I stop his lips with a kiss.  I feel that thing again. The thing I only felt once before. In the cave last year, when I was trying to get  Haymitch to send us food. I kissed Peeta about a thousand times during those Games and after. But  there was only one kiss that made me feel something stir deep inside. Only one that made me want more.  But my head wound started bleeding and he made me lie down.  This time, there is nothing but us to interrupt us. And after a few attempts, Peeta gives up on talking. The  sensation inside me grows warmer and spreads out from my chest, down through my body, out along my  arms and legs, to the tips of my being. Instead of sa...